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Last night, I was told that my son got a quite painful feeling in his ear. He was with his mother and his mother took him to the hospital. The doctor could not check out what kind of illness it was. But I can without check anything. It was the cheap beasts who did it since it is such kind of feeling I have got for over ten years. Ear, belly, hand or head, wherever they want to do it on our body. I was just now working with an extremely painfull feeling with my own ear. But I just did not care now. Normally I can fight back by making some other part of my body some feeling of pain. That will stop them for sure. Now I just don't want to waste my time in this kind of meaningless thing. I would like to focus on what I am doing. This is just some kind of disturbance, and actually doesn't cause any physical problem. I will teach my son about this when he is back to me. They did this to him just want to cause some kind of depress in his mood or some psychological problem to him. They ever did this to the other kids of the family. What kind of shameless beasts they are. 昨晚，我儿子的耳朵非常痛，痛到不得不让他妈妈带到医院去看病。结果医生也没能诊断出具体是甚么病，但其实我能，根本不需要做任何检查。因为十多年了，我对这类的痛感太熟悉了，这毫无疑问是贱狗所为。只要他们想，可以在对象的任何部位制造出痛感，耳朵、手臂、大腿、肚子之类的。就象我的腰一样，十多年花了我无数金钱、时间医治，结果我最后发现根本就是虚造出来的。我儿子回来后，我会教导他怎样去应付这些无耻下流的贱狗。至于我自己，根本就懒得理他们了。这类太无聊的事情，我已经不愿意花费我的时间和精力了

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Some friends told me that they have quite some difficulties in reading those articles in English. So I found this address. You copy the words in it, the translation is done for you. I check the translated words, it is OK for understanding.
有些朋友告诉我说那些用英语写的文章比较难读懂，抱歉得很。于是我找到这个网址，只要把文章填进去，译文就自动出来了。我读过了，文字还算通顺

甚矣！人性之薄弱也。孔子曰：“知及之，仁不能守之，若是者比比然矣。”故佛之说教也，曰“大雄”、曰“大无畏”、曰“奋迅”、曰“勇猛”、曰“威力”。括此数议而取象于狮子。夫人之功以有畏者，何也？畏莫大于生死，有宗教思想者，则知其所谓死。死者死吾体魄中之铁若余金类、木类、炭、小粉、糖、盐水若余杂质气质而已。而吾自有不死者存，曰灵魂。既常有不死者存，则死吾奚畏。死且不畏，余更何有?故真有得于大宗教、良宗教之思想者，未有不震动奋励而雄强刚猛者也。若哲学家则不然，其用算学也极精，其用名学也极精，目前利害，剖析毫厘。夫天下安有纯利而无害之事，千钧之机，阁必一沙，则不能动焉。哲学家往往持此说，三想四想五六想，而天下无一可办之事矣。故曰：无宗教思想则无魄力. 摘自《宗教家与哲学家之长短得失

岁寒三友
作者：张三是也。

岁寒三友者，松、竹、梅是也。取其经冬不凋，愈寒而生机勃发也。
竹有三德，虚心、有节、正直。自古以来，为读书人自况之对象，君子之物也。郑板桥有：“宁可食无肉，不可居无竹“之谓。 君子之居也，岂可无竹？
寒梅数点，傲雪而立。有琴玉踏雪而寻之雅，有林和靖妻之之逸。朔风寒冰，不足畏惧。放翁曰：”零落成泥碾作尘，只有香如故。“
松者，苍郁其貌，纤细其针。善负重，为栋梁之材。奇松首推黄山，往往孤悬万丈高崖，而矫夭若友龙，似将翻云而去，不知所踪。
此三友者，冲风冒雪，傲然挺立，其不知严寒为何物也。
我辈何如？亦当如是也。

Quite some friends persuaded me to give up, by whatever kind of purpose. It was what I said that I had not the choice to stop or not. I had not choice but to fight the beasts.
Actually I do know that I have.
Like the other people of the family, live a life under of the willing of those cheap beasts everyday.
No TV or Hifi every day, or with the lowest volume that I can hardly hear the sound. Talk with the lowest volume. No political topic can be talked about. Or talk about it with all opinion they like.
To say it in one word, just do whatever they like, according to their willing.

This should what their experiemnt for, try a lot of methods (however cheap or mean they are) to control people's life. Once you obey their order, they will do nothing to harm you. Therefore the whole family is completely OK without me.

With my ability, I can live a very good life under this. As I said before, some weeks ago a general manager of a big electronic company called me in person and invited me to be the logistics director. The payment was very good. I can live a life with a big house and car and almost anything I need. I am an MBA and I had been logistics managers to some very big companies for almost ten years. A decent life is easily achievable for me.

But to me, this is not a life of human, but a lfie of a dog.

What about my dignity? my right? my freedom?

A friend of mine said to me: just look down yourself, you can accept anything.

But no, this is not the type of life I want or I can live. I am too proud to live that kind of life.
In my house, I should be free to do anything I like, talk about anything I like. No matter how cheap or powerful they are, they can't take away my dignity.

Since this is their experiment, it should have been applied to tens of thousands of people. Maybe my choise is the only one.

So try it. This should be their experiment that is still going on.

Come and put whatever condition is it. I will fight. This is the condition too, right?

Did you cheap beasts ever think about death or risking of the object's life?

This maybe the first time. I think there will be more and more. It has to be.

It has to be a long journey. Since they are really powerful, with plenty of resources. Money, manpower, technology, instrument, everything. Comparatively, I have nothing. What I have is my brain. This is really much more intellegience than their, or I can never fight them for so many years and couse so many trouble to them.
This morning I went by the famous pearl river, enjoying the view in a smoky rain. It was beautiful. I have been living in this city for forty years, seeing the river bank for thousands of times. But this morning I just enjoy it again, under a little bit heavy rain.
Life is beautiful, although for all those cheap beasts. I enjoy it and I love it. Life is not a dog. You can enjoy it while you just want to do it. No matter how many difficulties you are to face, it is your decision to enjoy it or suffer it.
Last night when a friend of mine persuaded me to give up, I told her it was not my decision to stop or not. I had to face it or there was nowhere to go.
Though it is my decision to enjoy it, with all the fighting, cheap beasts and sound playing around.
Even it maybe the last period of my life or life in normail world, I will enjoy it.

Both I and my son had hardly any sleep last night because of the effect of cheap beasts work. But now I just keep calm and peaceful and begin my work today.
But I do face their more and more presure, at home or outside, to me and to my son, especially to my son. They almost kidnap my son as a kind of mean to threaten me, wanting me to surrender.
It is really stupid. How can I surrender? Just let them do whatever they want to do upon my own son? Hand over my own son to the hands of a group of cheap beasts?
No way.
To me, this is more difficult than death.
Since I have never thoght about the possibility of surrender, it is just another day with all the pressure. Actually it is nohing to me now.
昨晚，我们父子两个基本上无法入睡，这当然要感谢贱狗们的辛勤劳作。但是，我仍然镇定，平和，继续工作。
我在面临越来越大的压力，在家或在外，对我也对我的儿子。他们在劫持我的儿子，将他用作人质，威胁我，试图降服我。
这实在是愚蠢至极。我怎么会投降？难道让他们对我的亲生儿子为所欲为？把我的骨肉交到一群贱狗的手上？
办不到。
对我来说，这样简直是生不如死。
既然我根本就没有考虑过任何臣服的可能性，于是我坦然。这些所谓压力对我毫无意义。

Thursday, 26. April 2007, 07:10:36
I bought a Inspiron 1501 and received it yesterday. But I found the computer is dirty. I checked it with Norton Disk Doctor and found two USB disks and a floppy disk were virtually installed in the harddisk. I try to erase them by low formatting the hard disk with many software but never succeed. And your engineer in China lied to me that the operation system you provide does not have a graphic mode, but I found it had. Then I cannot trust your Chinese employee any longer. How can a famous brand name like Dell do this? I am expecting your prompt answer or I may open this whole issue to the press or sue you.

我购买了一部戴尔的 Inspiron 1501手提电脑，并且于昨天收到，但是我发现这台电脑是脏的。我用Norton Disk Doctor检测过，有两个USB硬盘和一个3寸软盘被虚拟装入我的硬盘。我试图用低级格式化来删去这些虚拟的硬盘，但是使用了很多软件都不能成功。而且贵公司的工程师对我撒谎，说提供的红旗系统软件没有图形界面，很难使用，而我发现其实是有的，我无法信任贵公司的中国雇员了。如戴尔这样的著名品牌怎么可以这样做？我期待能够得到贵公司的尽快答复，否则我会向媒体公开此事，并提起诉讼.

Tuesday, 3. April 2007, 03:34:23
I have been thinking about this for over ten years.
For more than a decade, wherever I went there will be a group of people around me showing their unfriendly emotion to me. Whichever company I was in, more and more colleague are against me in every espect, even those completely had nothing to do with me. I was told in every company I worked for that some of the colleague kept telling forged bad words about me to every people. Enemies were built up among me so that I would have to leave in maybe two or three years. I had moved to live in four different places for this period. Wherever I lived, people around me were againse me because of various meaningless reasons. For instance, some of the neighbours kept complaining about the volume when I watched TV or listening musice. When I got home unexpectedly, I just found they played their TV or HiFi with much louder sound than mine. This was just radiculous. And there were so many these kinds of things happened with me. I just found people hated me without any reasonable reason, or by purpose.
For long years I had regarded that all these were because of my fault. Therefore I tried a lot of works to make myself better. I learnt a lot, read a lot and worked very hard every day merely to make myself better. But time after time these just happened repeatedly.
I could not get enough every night because of their work. I got a lot of pain or illness because of their work. My little boy also got in plenty trouble because of their work. I realized all these in less than one year. On my last job, plenty bad words were spread among my colleague. My desktop are shared to lots of colleague, my privacy are opened to almost every people. My boss just asked me who was against me to do all these. He had to ask me to leave even when he admitted that I just devote a lot to the company. He did give me an outstanding appraisal at the end of the year and a promotion. Also my ex-wife left me because she was afraid of something she dared not to tell me.
There has to be a group of people are always against me, for a period of more than ten years.
I realized this. But why? For what kind of reason quite a group of people spend plenty of money and resource on me? And also on my little boy? And also on my old mother ten years ago? She told me that quite some people were against the family. At that time she was at her last period of time suffering lung cancer. It was miserable for her to worry about her children. She was in good health when there was a health check financed by her working unit. And after just less than a year she was dead of cancer.
After I left the house we bought to my ex-wife and moved out. Over ten people were around me, working on me. My computer is hacked by a remote control. I am sure of it since I have been working with a PC for almost twenty years. I worked out the management programs for several companies I worked for. I am almost an expert on this. And I have to fight them everyday to have my PC works. The neighbour around me don't work everyday, but stay at home with me. They never go to bed before me. Wherever I go, there are some people follow me. They want to blame all these to the former company I worked for. They pretend to work for that company. But I am sure that is never possible.
They use over ten kinds of means to disturb my life, to frighten me. After I opened this blog, whenever I am on the internet, tens of people pretend to my net friend to chat with me by use of an instant messenger software named QQ.
The only reasonable explanation to all these is: This is a kind of experiment.
I know it for sure. And I got some secret information from some countable resources. It is.
It is a very long term experiment on people reaction based on lots of condition put to his life.
They began to do this a decade ago, with one family people agree to this. But he is not entitled to do this on behalf of us.
They are afraid of going publc so they tried a hundred of method to stop me from doing this. Becase this is completely illegal. They do know.
They know that any kind of their mean doesn't work on me at all. And they are trying on my little boy now.
What they know for sure that will work on me is to cut my economic resource. They prevent me from finding a job. For several times I negotiated a job opportunity and almost succeed. The chances just died unreasonably. I know they did a good job because of the departmet they work for.
There are some business inviations offered to me. But I know these are their bait. They want to waste all my money in one time then I would have nowhere to go, but to kneel down to them. Then they may carry on their experiment, maybe on thousands of people,also on my dearest son.
They scold me of acting badly for these years through some means. That is nonsense. That is like some robbers robberig a bank and demand all the victums to be kindly stand still and let them do whatever they want.
What I want to do is to make all these go publc. With my money I can still hold on for a year. I will this whole year to make this news spread to the whole globe.
I know the risk I take to do this. I maybe damaged at some point. Then let me just devote myself. Suggest there is a invasion to my homeland, I know I will surely fight it. I will lead an army to fight to my dead.
I am devoted now. If this is the last year of the torch of my lif it.
I am devoted to god, to people I love.

Friday, 23. March 2007, 03:59:41
无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.
依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般，一般生活琐事而已，不足萦怀。
他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子，也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症，也许根本就是捏造出来的，象我的锥间盘突出一样。
有朋友问我，会不会是你太敏感了？言下之意，是不是你的臆想？我很理解，如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上，我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问，至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴，至少她们还相信我这个人，因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。
既然我这个个人还是可以相信的，解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛，曾经花费了我过万的医治费用，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后，就完全不药而愈？还有痛了十年的喉咙，每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样，我整整吃了十年，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了，而且完试万灵？
他们现在把目标转向我儿子，也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了，以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我，希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过，只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧，这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因，也许是最重要的。
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life is just going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streams under. I make it just another day, working without payment or supervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything to stop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I too sensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven't happened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot for their believing me not creating the whole story. At least they trust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. The painful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me over ten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in ten minutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my own body. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and also costed me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with the same method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton of chinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can it be so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because all their means can do nothing on me now, might be that was started long ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me and put a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and see all these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.

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Monday, 12. March 2007, 09:51:58


贱狗强加的控制程序

Monday, 12. March 2007, 04:05:51
我发现一件很奇怪的事情,就是从我的防火墙显示来看,我的电脑被连接到台湾、香港、澳门、欧洲、美国等等很多地方。这是为什么呢？难道这是一个国际项目？我居然有幸被如此多的人关注？似乎有点不可思议。
但是,也许这是贱狗们迷惑我的方法,以假的IP地址显示而已,思考中.
I found something really strange. Showing from the firewall I used, my computer was connected to Taiwan, Hongkong, Macau, Europe, US, and also some other places in China. Is this an international project? How lucky I am to be chosed to cause all this attention? It is a little incredibel.
Or these are all false IP addresses created by the cheap beasts?

对事实真相的推测

Wednesday, 7. March 2007, 09:35:51
经我的反复推敲,对贱狗们行为的唯一合理的解释,就是他们在进行一项高级别的实验,而我们恰巧不幸成为了实验品.
否则,我根本无法解释这些大机构花费十多年的时间,无数的资金、人力、技术对我们全家进行跟踪、迫害。我们没有这样的价值，我们不是大富、不是要人，更没有参加任何政治活动。
十年来，每天都有人出现在我的左右，暗示我是如何的不好，如何令人不齿，大多数人我根本就无一面之识。开始，我是采取对抗的心理，因为我自觉虽非好人，但绝对与人无伤。我一生正直做人，捐助过贫困儿童学费，多次捐过血，敬老爱幼，拼命读书工作，固然脾气不好，但绝对没有理由引起这么多人的恶感，何况大多数这些家伙根本就不认识我。
随着时间过去，这种现象一直持续着，知道最近我才彻底明白，一切都是同一个机构所为。包括先进的电脑技术、声控技术，我身边长时间卧伏的至少十个人。无论我去到什么地方，甚至外出旅游，都会有同一个机构委派的人士跟踪、骚扰。
平心而论,在监控我的电脑的技术还是相当先进的,器械肯定价值不菲,运行费用绝对不低,工作人员的费用肯定也是很高的.我不是比尔盖茨,更不是本拉登,何必花费如许资金、人力、技术来对付？这十多年所花费的资源，有十分之一就足够不露痕迹地杀死我们全家十次了，这笔帐他们不至于白痴到算不出来。
那么，这一切会是我的错觉吗？幻觉？经过认真的评估，我是否定的。这两年，我对自己的工作业绩的评价是非常出色，我所领导的部门在公司数次重助和大型管理系统上线的过程中，以非常少的人力做出了出色的成绩。同时在这两年我还兼顾繁重的学业，取得了工商管理硕士学位。我不仅要阅读大量的书籍，还要写近十万字的作业，大多数是论文，要参加考试，同时几乎每天加班。如果我的神经有问题，是绝不可能做到的。要做到这些，我必须非常冷静、专注、执着。因此，我的精神状态的正常绝对是可以肯定的。
因此，唯一合理的解释，就是我们在没有被告知的情况，被拖入了一场秘密的实验。所有的这些闻所未闻的、先进的技术的使用，就是注脚。
现在，他们已经将主要的目标转到了我的儿子，因为我已经不是主要目标了，所有一切的手段对我已经完全没有作用了。还有我们家的其他的下一代。
如果我所推测的是事实，其实我也得到一些暗示表明我的推测是正确的，那么我们的人权何在？

Tuesday, 30. January 2007, 04:08:45
小弟弟,你还是太天真了!你真的相信那些跟贴的贴子是不相信人的人贴的吗?其实那些都是他们的人,他们在妖言惑众.我的每一个贴子他们都会跟在后面贴上十多个,而且是用很多不同的身份,反正就是注册一下而已,对吗?人心险恶,可见一斑,以后要当心了,即使你亲眼见到的,也很可能是假的,懂吗?这个要出来社会好好吸收社会经验以后,才能够具有分辨真假是非的能力.而且,他们会变幻无数种身份去说服很多人来针对我,会将我的隐私掐头去尾,添油加醋然后传播,可以蒙蔽非常多的人.因为,他们是我终生所见过的最卑劣的人类,假如他们还能算是人类的话.
他们有一次居然登陆到这里试图说服我这些现象都是系统的正常操作,还有我的心理有问题.呵呵,这帮白痴!
网友们,你们意识到没有,他们发明如此多的技术不可能只用来对付我们一家人的.也许现在就有几十上百万人在受到他们的监视、迫害，只是大家都还没有意识到而已，或者已经意识到了但没有胆量说出来，更没有胆量跟他们对抗。每一个人都知道他们的力量有多么大，
现在，我替你们站出来，为了我的母亲、我的儿子还有所有被迫害的人站出来。我会将他们所有的手段详详细细地写下来，请你们帮忙把这个博客的网址传播出去，让更多的人知道，让卑鄙无耻的家伙无计可施。我们就胜利了！
我在向所有单位举告的时候，都具了真名，真实的身份证号码和地址电话等等一切资料，我会负起一切法律责任。如果为了所有的人最终我要坐牢，那就让我做政治犯好了。
”我自横刀向天笑，去留肝胆两昆仑。“这是谭嗣同临终写的诗句。我愿意步他的后尘，到关键的时候，我会将所有我发现的东西全部公诸于众。
你们可以帮忙的，帮忙把我的贴子和网址散发出去，这样你们没有任何风险，却帮了大忙，你们可以用匿名发贴子的。
我已经没有退路了。他们不会放过我，因为他们知道我绝不会放过他们。我会用我的终生来复仇。来吧，既然命运选择了我，我决不退却。哈哈，好一场大斗，人生得此一役，不枉矣

Friday, 26. January 2007, 05:55:29
他们最敝帚自珍的是他们的电脑监控技术，说实话，我破不了，破的了也没有用，因为这绝对不是纯电脑技术，关键的是他们的职业特权决定了这一点。
首先，他们肯定在我的主板内植了一个红外线接收器。我的主板是没有这个东西的，但是支持这项功能。接收器必须另装，理论上必须伸出机箱，但如果发射器功率够强的话，就不必要了。我为甚么这么肯定呢？因为有一天我回家，看到Bios设置的密码没有了，所有的Cmos设置也没有了。这项改变绝不可能遥距完成，即使Intel或者Microsoft也不可能，因为要做主板放电的。要跳线，就是说打开机箱，将Cmos设置的保存的三根针中间的连接帽的两根断开，再连接上另两根，然后再重新接回去。所以他们肯定进了我的家，然后再做的。既然可以进入我的屋子，那就无事不可为了。我的主板是VIA的KM400-M2，是OEM的，公开发售的只是KM400。我在网上能够找到的只有KM400的说明书，其图纸与我的主板差别甚大，所以无法拆除。理论上换一个主板可以解决问题，但是毕竟需要时间和心境。而且既然他们能进屋，就可做的事情太多了，防不胜防。鉴于他们的职业特权，进屋也许并不太难，我前几天一张重要的工具软件光盘就不翼而飞了，好好地放在CD簿里面，几乎天天用的，不可能不见的，所以不言自明。另外，我们的一位成员家中的电脑因为她的电脑技术被看不起，直接将红外线接收器的驱程装在电脑里面了，哈哈，被我看到了。
他们的发射器肯定是强大的，但是一般放在我隔壁的就是说屋内的并不是功率太强。因为每次我将电脑做物理隔离时，比如用东西包起来的时候，他们就不得不咚咚咚地跑上楼开楼顶的大功率发射器，马上就能听到噪音。大概那台机器噪音太大，或者体积太大，放在家里面用的话，满世界都听到了，目标太明显。
有了这个连接，他们改了我的Cmos设置，设成缺省从Floppy Disk启动，就是在我的硬盘上面隔开一个秘密分区，然后设置成虚拟的软盘，从那里启动我的Windows。或者这个Floppy Disk 设置在他的电脑上面。我用软件查过，我的每个硬盘上面都有5M左右的分区被单独隔开。我用过很多种软件做低级格式化、高级格式化，都不能解决这个问题，即使是分区的时候零剩余，他们在我用电脑的时候也可以重新分割出来。
为甚么他们可以做到呢？我查了很久，其实也不是太复杂。他们用了VM这个虚拟软件，我用软件检查内存的时候，检查到了VM的进程，但是Windows里面没有这个进程。所谓VM，就是Virtual Machine，目前就流行的虚拟控制软件，据说Microsoft人手一台VM。使用这个软件，就可以在硬盘上装很多个系统软件，然后自由转换。他们设置从虚拟的软盘上启动，然后启动Vistual Machine，再带动我的Windows启动，就可以达到控制的目的。他们还会虚拟全套的PNP硬件在电脑上，这个我用Dell的自查软件查过，连 CPU、内存、鼠标、键盘都有虚拟的。理论上，我更新Bios也可以解决这个问题，但是他们一直阻挠我这样做。于是我将Cmos设置中的USB支持等等各种有可能相关的设置全部禁用了，这样自己能使用的功能减少了，但总比被别人控制自如要好得多。
除了虚拟硬件以外，他们经常使用的是IDE Controller,可以控制设备IDE设备的使用。比如说，可以让我的电脑不能认出光驱和硬盘，这样，他们可以使用我的IDE接口虚拟一个硬盘，从而直接使用他们电脑的硬盘的程序来达到控制的目的。在我购买刻录机不久，他们就禁用了我的光驱。我试过几次主板跳线都没有解决，最后把电池拔出反装，将主板上的电全部放掉才解决了刻录机的使用问题。因为使用Virtual Machine，理论上我是在他的Virtual Machine上面装Windows，所以受到他们的全面控制，甚至分区也是如此（使用Dos程序时）。他们可以预留硬盘空间，改动硬盘参数，在我装 Windows的时候加入很多文件，主要是很多DLL文件，按照他们的需要随意改动注册表。他们甚至将整个C盘Reserve起来，可以让我完全不能重装系统，因为不耐烦，也因为看不起我的电脑技术，他们曾经让在两秒内昨晚Dis Checking，十秒内装完一个Windows，呵呵，向我示威。这样，他们能够自如改动我的硬盘也就不足为奇了，可惜，他们低估了我的学习能力。最后我使用外面买的Ghost－xp来装，比较好地解决了这个问题，就是软件公司将他们自己装的C盘做成Ghost Image拿出来卖的，使用这种文件装系统，他们就不可以自如地加入各种文件了。但是他们成功地将两百多个DLL文件传到我的硬盘，然后在系统第一次运行的时候带动自动安装，这个时候我必须及时中止，一般都可以在装了二十多个DLL文件的时候中止。
我使用Smart Disk软件查看电脑分区情况，将他们预留的区域用该软件改成很古怪的很旧的分区形式。但是他们还是能够使用，主要原因是该软件只能改动分区表，并不能用形式对硬盘进行格式化，能够做格式化的只有FAT-16。但是我用FAT16格式化以后再改成古旧的硬盘格式仍然不能解决问题，因为实际盘子里面的格式还是FAT16。
进入Windows后，他也虚拟了一些硬件在里面，在我的电脑点属性然后点硬件然后选“设备管理器”就会看到，有很多，选一些正常的电脑看看哪里不该有的全部禁用，如鼠标、键盘是最重要的。这样做以后，他们就不可以直接控制我的操作了，只好依靠一些服务来控制，装一些原来没有的服务，利用一些不必要的进程来控制。再有就是传输很多DLL文件修改注册表，加入很多线程来控制我使用的进程。
这些服务主要有DHCP Client，这是用来做域名解析用的，就是在本机上将文字域名解析成数字域名，可以加快访问互联网的速度，他们可以用这个服务使我访问不到他们不希望我访问的网页。还有BITS/ALG（将我的大体积文件传送到他们自己的电脑）、Crytographic service,SSDP discovery,workstation, windows management instrumentation,windows image aquisition等等。
所以我把这些服务都关闭了，但是他随时会重开，所以要每次都禁用。另外，我使用了NTFS的配额功能，将硬盘的配额限制了，因此他比较难以随便加入文件到我的硬盘。还有将文件的访问权全部设成只有我自己能用，但是他还是能够传输很多DLL文件到我的系统，然后改变我的系统设置，现在这个基本上成了他控制我的主要手段。因此我不得不每次开机都用自己做的image文件重装C盘。
另外，每次我上网他都会利用我的进程如schost/spool等将我的影像文件传输到他的电脑，然后破译我的密码，每次都以管理员的身份登陆我的系统，可以比较自如地控制我。其他几乎所有的身份他们都会用，如remote helper/local service/network servie.
其实他们能够反复控制我的主要原因在他们的红外线连接，这点不解决，其它的总会有变换的方法做到

Tuesday, 5. December 2006, 02:03:25
我是一个MBA，曾经任职财富五百大公司的物流经理，历任香港上市公司/美国上市公司/新加坡上市公司的部门经理。做好面对任何事情的准备。为了替我老母亲复仇，为了我心爱的儿子能有成长的自由和尊严，为了我自己的尊严和自由，我愿意面对任何可能发生的事情。如果我坐牢了，或者死了，我的良心就可以平静了。所以我买了六十万的人寿保险，足以让我儿子成长和自立了。

I am an MBA. I was a logistics manager in a Fortune 500 company, and also in a Hong Kong public-listed company. I am ready to face any kind of things. To revenge for my mother, for the growing-freely of my son and for dignity, I am ready for anything that might happen. If I am put to jail or death, that will give the pease to my heart. I am insured for 600 thousand. That will be enough for my son to live on till he grow up

All resources are occupied by their threads and my efficiency is lowered. 所有资源被他们创建的线程占用，减低了我的效率。

Tuesday, 8. May 2007, 09:47:42

Saturday, 28. April 2007, 02:33:09

They once changed their strategy to not denying how they are maybe for scaring me. Since that does not work at all and they read my blog for how they admit how they were and what they did. Now they changed back again to denying everything.
They use the sound weapon again to transfer the sound of my TV set to lots of neighbours to make them against me. And they also pretend to be the disturbed neighbour to make it an excuse against me.
But it doesn't work any longer.
Now I have got plenty pictures to prove their activities upon my PC and alos I have the Dell notebook on hand. I have lots of things I can do against them. I have set up the liaison with Dell America and I will see what I can do with it. At the last, I can put all these to the press with this computer on hand.
I will waiting for their response and carry out the plan step by step. At least I will have a clean PC. And that maybe the end of the cheap beasts

Tuesday, 24. April 2007, 08:44:20

For these two weeks, I found the PC I used in the nerbar will be shut down when I was doing something they dislike very much.
When I checked the system appliance installed, I found something newly added to the list. Some ACPI appliance. I search with google the name and found some information like this:
Advanced Configuration and Power Interface (ACPI) specification
So it is some kind of power controling software. This explains why my PC was shut down by them whenever they want to do.
They are quite proud of this and expect this may casue huge pressure on me. But sorry, not at all.
Because I have been prepared for anything may happen, anything including death.
I am a Buddhist. To me death is just the beginning of another cycle of life, not the end of everything. If I died for liberty, freedom, for people I love, I will accept that without hesitation.
Let me go to the Buddha, and make everything clear from him.
When I go back, I will fight them again.