我发现一件很奇怪的事情,就是从我的防火墙显示来看,我的电脑被连接到台湾、香港、澳门、欧洲、美国等等很多地方。这是为什么呢？难道这是一个国际项目？我居然有幸被如此多的人关注？似乎有点不可思议。
但是,也许这是贱狗们迷惑我的方法,以假的IP地址显示而已,思考中.

I found something very strange. It is shown from my firewall that my pc was connected to Taiwna, Hong Kong, Macao, Europ, US and many other places. But why? Is this an international project? Did I cause so many attention from so many places? It is incredible.
Or is it their method to make me confused? Do they show those forged IP addresses to me?

Friday, 26. January 2007, 05:55:29
他们最敝帚自珍的是他们的电脑监控技术，说实话，我破不了，破的了也没有用，因为这绝对不是纯电脑技术，关键的是他们的职业特权决定了这一点。
首先，他们肯定在我的主板内植了一个红外线接收器。我的主板是没有这个东西的，但是支持这项功能。接收器必须另装，理论上必须伸出机箱，但如果发射器功率够强的话，就不必要了。我为甚么这么肯定呢？因为有一天我回家，看到Bios设置的密码没有了，所有的Cmos设置也没有了。这项改变绝不可能遥距完成，即使Intel或者Microsoft也不可能，因为要做主板放电的。要跳线，就是说打开机箱，将Cmos设置的保存的三根针中间的连接帽的两根断开，再连接上另两根，然后再重新接回去。所以他们肯定进了我的家，然后再做的。既然可以进入我的屋子，那就无事不可为了。我的主板是VIA的KM400-M2，是OEM的，公开发售的只是KM400。我在网上能够找到的只有KM400的说明书，其图纸与我的主板差别甚大，所以无法拆除。理论上换一个主板可以解决问题，但是毕竟需要时间和心境。而且既然他们能进屋，就可做的事情太多了，防不胜防。鉴于他们的职业特权，进屋也许并不太难，我前几天一张重要的工具软件光盘就不翼而飞了，好好地放在CD簿里面，几乎天天用的，不可能不见的，所以不言自明。另外，我们的一位成员家中的电脑因为她的电脑技术被看不起，直接将红外线接收器的驱程装在电脑里面了，哈哈，被我看到了。
他们的发射器肯定是强大的，但是一般放在我隔壁的就是说屋内的并不是功率太强。因为每次我将电脑做物理隔离时，比如用东西包起来的时候，他们就不得不咚咚咚地跑上楼开楼顶的大功率发射器，马上就能听到噪音。大概那台机器噪音太大，或者体积太大，放在家里面用的话，满世界都听到了，目标太明显。
有了这个连接，他们改了我的Cmos设置，设成缺省从Floppy Disk启动，就是在我的硬盘上面隔开一个秘密分区，然后设置成虚拟的软盘，从那里启动我的Windows。或者这个Floppy Disk 设置在他的电脑上面。我用软件查过，我的每个硬盘上面都有5M左右的分区被单独隔开。我用过很多种软件做低级格式化、高级格式化，都不能解决这个问题，即使是分区的时候零剩余，他们在我用电脑的时候也可以重新分割出来。
为甚么他们可以做到呢？我查了很久，其实也不是太复杂。他们用了VM这个虚拟软件，我用软件检查内存的时候，检查到了VM的进程，但是Windows里面没有这个进程。所谓VM，就是Virtual Machine，目前就流行的虚拟控制软件，据说Microsoft人手一台VM。使用这个软件，就可以在硬盘上装很多个系统软件，然后自由转换。他们设置从虚拟的软盘上启动，然后启动Vistual Machine，再带动我的Windows启动，就可以达到控制的目的。他们还会虚拟全套的PNP硬件在电脑上，这个我用Dell的自查软件查过，连CPU、内存、鼠标、键盘都有虚拟的。理论上，我更新Bios也可以解决这个问题，但是他们一直阻挠我这样做。于是我将Cmos设置中的USB支持等等各种有可能相关的设置全部禁用了，这样自己能使用的功能减少了，但总比被别人控制自如要好得多。
除了虚拟硬件以外，他们经常使用的是IDE Controller,可以控制设备IDE设备的使用。比如说，可以让我的电脑不能认出光驱和硬盘，这样，他们可以使用我的IDE接口虚拟一个硬盘，从而直接使用他们电脑的硬盘的程序来达到控制的目的。在我购买刻录机不久，他们就禁用了我的光驱。我试过几次主板跳线都没有解决，最后把电池拔出反装，将主板上的电全部放掉才解决了刻录机的使用问题。因为使用Virtual Machine，理论上我是在他的Virtual Machine上面装Windows，所以受到他们的全面控制，甚至分区也是如此（使用Dos程序时）。他们可以预留硬盘空间，改动硬盘参数，在我装Windows的时候加入很多文件，主要是很多DLL文件，按照他们的需要随意改动注册表。他们甚至将整个C盘Reserve起来，可以让我完全不能重装系统，因为不耐烦，也因为看不起我的电脑技术，他们曾经让在两秒内昨晚Dis Checking，十秒内装完一个Windows，呵呵，向我示威。这样，他们能够自如改动我的硬盘也就不足为奇了，可惜，他们低估了我的学习能力。最后我使用外面买的Ghost－xp来装，比较好地解决了这个问题，就是软件公司将他们自己装的C盘做成Ghost Image拿出来卖的，使用这种文件装系统，他们就不可以自如地加入各种文件了。但是他们成功地将两百多个DLL文件传到我的硬盘，然后在系统第一次运行的时候带动自动安装，这个时候我必须及时中止，一般都可以在装了二十多个DLL文件的时候中止。
我使用Smart Disk软件查看电脑分区情况，将他们预留的区域用该软件改成很古怪的很旧的分区形式。但是他们还是能够使用，主要原因是该软件只能改动分区表，并不能用形式对硬盘进行格式化，能够做格式化的只有FAT-16。但是我用FAT16格式化以后再改成古旧的硬盘格式仍然不能解决问题，因为实际盘子里面的格式还是FAT16。
进入Windows后，他也虚拟了一些硬件在里面，在我的电脑点属性然后点硬件然后选“设备管理器”就会看到，有很多，选一些正常的电脑看看哪里不该有的全部禁用，如鼠标、键盘是最重要的。这样做以后，他们就不可以直接控制我的操作了，只好依靠一些服务来控制，装一些原来没有的服务，利用一些不必要的进程来控制。再有就是传输很多DLL文件修改注册表，加入很多线程来控制我使用的进程。
这些服务主要有DHCP Client，这是用来做域名解析用的，就是在本机上将文字域名解析成数字域名，可以加快访问互联网的速度，他们可以用这个服务使我访问不到他们不希望我访问的网页。还有BITS/ALG（将我的大体积文件传送到他们自己的电脑）、Crytographic service,SSDP discovery,workstation, windows management instrumentation,windows image aquisition等等。
所以我把这些服务都关闭了，但是他随时会重开，所以要每次都禁用。另外，我使用了NTFS的配额功能，将硬盘的配额限制了，因此他比较难以随便加入文件到我的硬盘。还有将文件的访问权全部设成只有我自己能用，但是他还是能够传输很多DLL文件到我的系统，然后改变我的系统设置，现在这个基本上成了他控制我的主要手段。因此我不得不每次开机都用自己做的image文件重装C盘。
另外，每次我上网他都会利用我的进程如schost/spool等将我的影像文件传输到他的电脑，然后破译我的密码，每次都以管理员的身份登陆我的系统，可以比较自如地控制我。其他几乎所有的身份他们都会用，如remote helper/local service/network servie.
其实他们能够反复控制我的主要原因在他们的红外线连接，这点不解决，其它的总会有变换的方法做到。

这十年,我搬了四次家,每一次都会因为声音问题与邻居产生纠纷.而且我们全家(其实是分开的四家)都有同样的问题,而据我观察,有很多家庭看电视或听音响的声音比我们都大很多,却完全没有这样的问题.即使将声音降到几乎听不见的水平仍然纠纷不断,因此,多年来我一直百思不得其解.
直到最近,才真相大白.声音,是他们使用得最多的一件利器.而且其应用技术水平之高超,远远超出一般的常识范围,不是亲身经历,我也绝对是不肯相信的.最主要的原因是声音的传送肯定是双向的,如果邻居能够听见我们看电视听音响的声音,那么我肯定也能够听见他们的,因为他们开的也不太小声.谁知道,却有这样的技术存在.
上两个月,有一次我在家里洗衣服,同时也在看电视.大概是他们有需要引开我的注意力,我总是听见房间里面有流水的声音.我反复进房间查看,但是我房间里面根本就没有水管,何来水声?反复几次以后,终于恍然大悟:又是他们的技术.
他们有一种单向的传音技术,可以将远处的声音传到近处,或者相反.而且可以是看起来似乎是凭空的、看不到传声的工具的。传输的准确程度，远不是那些演唱会之类的能比，他们可以将某一点的声音准确传到另外一点，而其他人却听不见。
确实神乎其技，不可思议，但确实百分之一百是真实的。
因为他们需要将我调开，所以就能够将我的阳台上的洗衣机的入水声传到房间，让我反复进去查看。也因为他们有这项技术，我们的邻居在我们以很小音量看电视的时候却能够清楚听见，足以造成滋扰。也因为这项技术，当我同他们斗得厉害的时候，我平时听不见的电梯房的噪音能够准确地传到我的卧室。而且可以调整音量，看他们的需要而定。这个当真令我佩服得很。
还有更加不可思议的，他们能够将数十米外的声音准确地传送到我一个人的耳朵。有几天，在斗争激烈的时候，我坐在靠马路的窗口乘凉，数十米外的汽车声音在我耳朵轰鸣，声音居然比坐在马路中间还要响！！
有一次深夜，我看儿子后出门回家。由于他们的滋扰加上母亲的仇恨令我非常愤怒，我发短信与几个朋友对话，声明一定会斗到底，即使牺牲姓名也在所不惜。这时，我身边的空气中竟然凭空炮声隆隆，如同无数炮弹在我身边炸响！！就在空气里面，当然这时是深夜，旁边没有任何人。但是你可以想象，哪怕我的神经稍不强韧，在这一刻足以让我发疯。
可惜他们遇见的是我，多年的磨练，我已经处变不惊。因此我并没有太大的反应，但对这样的技术确实觉得不可思议！！此后同样的方法他们还用过两次，只是更加只能让我一噱。
各位不必怀疑我的神智，在同一段时间，我通过了作业论文和考试，拿到了我的硕士学位。这足以证明我不但神智清明，而且能够冷静地处理所有的问题。
我想做的，是让更多的人了解到这些被用来迫害守法公民的技术，将这些阴暗的老鼠曝光，这样他们就会丧失害人的能力。
我希望得到所有网友的支持，我们的昨天、今天，有可能是你们的明天，也许就在今天有许许多多的人在经受同样的迫害，只是他们还蒙在鼓里。我们一起来帮帮他们吧！！！
其实他们用得最多,最不可思议的技术,就是他们对于声音使用的方法.

经我的反复推敲,对贱狗们行为的唯一合理的解释,就是他们在进行一项高级别的实验,而我们恰巧不幸成为了实验品.
否则,我根本无法解释这些大机构花费十多年的时间,无数的资金、人力、技术对我们全家进行跟踪、迫害。我们没有这样的价值，我们不是大富、不是要人，更没有参加任何政治活动。
十年来，每天都有人出现在我的左右，暗示我是如何的不好，如何令人不齿，大多数人我根本就无一面之识。开始，我是采取对抗的心理，因为我自觉虽非好人，但绝对与人无伤。我一生正直做人，捐助过贫困儿童学费，多次捐过血，敬老爱幼，拼命读书工作，固然脾气不好，但绝对没有理由引起这么多人的恶感，何况大多数这些家伙根本就不认识我。
随着时间过去，这种现象一直持续着，知道最近我才彻底明白，一切都是同一个机构所为。包括先进的电脑技术、声控技术，我身边长时间卧伏的至少十个人。无论我去到什么地方，甚至外出旅游，都会有同一个机构委派的人士跟踪、骚扰。
平心而论,在监控我的电脑的技术还是相当先进的,器械肯定价值不菲,运行费用绝对不低,工作人员的费用肯定也是很高的.我不是比尔盖茨,更不是本拉登,何必花费如许资金、人力、技术来对付？这十多年所花费的资源，有十分之一就足够不露痕迹地杀死我们全家十次了，这笔帐他们不至于白痴到算不出来。
那么，这一切会是我的错觉吗？幻觉？经过认真的评估，我是否定的。这两年，我对自己的工作业绩的评价是非常出色，我所领导的部门在公司数次重助和大型管理系统上线的过程中，以非常少的人力做出了出色的成绩。同时在这两年我还兼顾繁重的学业，取得了工商管理硕士学位。我不仅要阅读大量的书籍，还要写近十万字的作业，大多数是论文，要参加考试，同时几乎每天加班。如果我的神经有问题，是绝不可能做到的。要做到这些，我必须非常冷静、专注、执着。因此，我的精神状态的正常绝对是可以肯定的。
因此，唯一合理的解释，就是我们在没有被告知的情况，被拖入了一场秘密的实验。所有的这些闻所未闻的、先进的技术的使用，就是注脚。
现在，他们已经将主要的目标转到了我的儿子，因为我已经不是主要目标了，所有一切的手段对我已经完全没有作用了。还有我们家的其他的下一代。
如果我所推测的是事实，其实我也得到一些暗示表明我的推测是正确的，那么我们的人权何在？

依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般，一般生活琐事而已，不足萦怀。
他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子，也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症，也许根本就是捏造出来的，象我的锥间盘突出一样。
有朋友问我，会不会是你太敏感了？言下之意，是不是你的臆想？我很理解，如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上，我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问，至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴，至少她们还相信我这个人，因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。
既然我这个个人还是可以相信的，解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛，曾经花费了我过万的医治费用，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后，就完全不药而愈？还有痛了十年的喉咙，每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样，我整整吃了十年，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了，而且完试万灵？
他们现在把目标转向我儿子，也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了，以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我，希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过，只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧，这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因，也许是最重要的。
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life is just going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streams under. I make it just another day, working without payment or supervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything to stop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I too sensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven't happened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot for their believing me not creating the whole story. At least they trust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. The painful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me over ten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in ten minutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my own body. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and also costed me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with the same method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton of chinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can it be so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because all their means can do nothing on me now, might be that was started long ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me and put a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and see all these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.
无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.

All pieces have fallen into places. 疑团基本解开了
Tuesday, 3. April 2007, 03:34:23
I have been thinking about this for over ten years.
For more than a decade, wherever I went there will be a group of people around me showing their unfriendly emotion to me. Whichever company I was in, more and more colleague are against me in every espect, even those completely had nothing to do with me. I was told in every company I worked for that some of the colleague kept telling forged bad words about me to every people. Enemies were built up among me so that I would have to leave in maybe two or three years. I had moved to live in four different places for this period. Wherever I lived, people around me were againse me because of various meaningless reasons. For instance, some of the neighbours kept complaining about the volume when I watched TV or listening musice. When I got home unexpectedly, I just found they played their TV or HiFi with much louder sound than mine. This was just radiculous. And there were so many these kinds of things happened with me. I just found people hated me without any reasonable reason, or by purpose.
For long years I had regarded that all these were because of my fault. Therefore I tried a lot of works to make myself better. I learnt a lot, read a lot and worked very hard every day merely to make myself better. But time after time these just happened repeatedly.
I could not get enough every night because of their work. I got a lot of pain or illness because of their work. My little boy also got in plenty trouble because of their work. I realized all these in less than one year. On my last job, plenty bad words were spread among my colleague. My desktop are shared to lots of colleague, my privacy are opened to almost every people. My boss just asked me who was against me to do all these. He had to ask me to leave even when he admitted that I just devote a lot to the company. He did give me an outstanding appraisal at the end of the year and a promotion. Also my ex-wife left me because she was afraid of something she dared not to tell me.
There has to be a group of people are always against me, for a period of more than ten years.
I realized this. But why? For what kind of reason quite a group of people spend plenty of money and resource on me? And also on my little boy? And also on my old mother ten years ago? She told me that quite some people were against the family. At that time she was at her last period of time suffering lung cancer. It was miserable for her to worry about her children. She was in good health when there was a health check financed by her working unit. And after just less than a year she was dead of cancer.
After I left the house we bought to my ex-wife and moved out. Over ten people were around me, working on me. My computer is hacked by a remote control. I am sure of it since I have been working with a PC for almost twenty years. I worked out the management programs for several companies I worked for. I am almost an expert on this. And I have to fight them everyday to have my PC works. The neighbour around me don't work everyday, but stay at home with me. They never go to bed before me. Wherever I go, there are some people follow me. They want to blame all these to the former company I worked for. They pretend to work for that company. But I am sure that is never possible.
They use over ten kinds of means to disturb my life, to frighten me. After I opened this blog, whenever I am on the internet, tens of people pretend to my net friend to chat with me by use of an instant messenger software named QQ.
The only reasonable explanation to all these is: This is a kind of experiment.
I know it for sure. And I got some secret information from some countable resources. It is.
It is a very long term experiment on people reaction based on lots of condition put to his life.
They began to do this a decade ago, with one family people agree to this. But he is not entitled to do this on behalf of us.
They are afraid of going publc so they tried a hundred of method to stop me from doing this. Becase this is completely illegal. They do know.
They know that any kind of their mean doesn't work on me at all. And they are trying on my little boy now.
What they know for sure that will work on me is to cut my economic resource. They prevent me from finding a job. For several times I negotiated a job opportunity and almost succeed. The chances just died unreasonably. I know they did a good job because of the departmet they work for.
There are some business inviations offered to me. But I know these are their bait. They want to waste all my money in one time then I would have nowhere to go, but to kneel down to them. Then they may carry on their experiment, maybe on thousands of people,also on my dearest son.
They scold me of acting badly for these years through some means. That is nonsense. That is like some robbers robberig a bank and demand all the victums to be kindly stand still and let them do whatever they want.
What I want to do is to make all these go publc. With my money I can still hold on for a year. I will this whole year to make this news spread to the whole globe.
I know the risk I take to do this. I maybe damaged at some point. Then let me just devote myself. Suggest there is a invasion to my homeland, I know I will surely fight it. I will lead an army to fight to my dead.
I am devoted now. If this is the last year of the torch of my life, let me burn it.
I am devoted to god, to people I love.

Now I can work, on this blog and the net.
The most funny thing is they had to switch off the power supply of the net bar three days ago when I was sending lots of mail to overseas media.
　　我还是不能使用自己得电脑，仍然不得不使用网吧得电脑。他们也仍然是做很多事情来阻止我将事件公诸于众。
于是我又不得不同他们反复纠缠争夺电脑得控制权，我换了三台电脑才可以开始正常工作。
现在终于可以正常开始工作了。可笑得是大概他也在听我所的音乐，他很烦听到心经吧，所以拼命摇动我的座椅，无耻的家伙。
更加可笑的是，三天前我在网吧的工作逼得他们居然把网吧的电闸给拉了，真厉害啊，佩服得很。
I can't use my computer yet, but have to work in a net bar. They still do a lot of things to stop me to make this open to the public. I have to fight them in almost every minute. I have to change the computer three times to avoid being controlled.

Did I break the law? 我犯法了吗？
Thursday, 5. April 2007, 07:42:21
Some sort of communication told me yesterday that I have breaken the law. They were warning me. Am I stupid enough to be easily cheated or are they stupid enough to tell this bullshit?
If I did, arrest me. Take me to the court and give me a fair trial. That is exactly what I want. They should understand the normal procedure of justice very well. That is what they do for.
昨天，某种沟通管道告诉我，我犯法了。他们试图警告我。
我会象他们一样愚蠢到相信这种屁话？或者他们竟然愚蠢到编造这样的谎言？
如果我犯法了，逮捕我，送我上法庭，让我接受公平审判，这恰恰就是我想要的。
他们应该很清楚正常的司法程序是怎样的，他们不是吃这个饭的吗？

They have done so many things to keep me away from the net. My computer is down again, abosolutely not because of any normal problem with my software or hardware. Since I have been playing PC for over ten years and it will quite an easy job for me if there is just nothing abnormal.
And I certainly know what it should be without the wireless control.
This time I have to low level format my harddisk again to put away those programs and files they put on my disk.
Therefore I am surf the net in a net bar near my apatment. I think I will be able to do this at home maybe in one or two days.
And I am going out of the city for an interview for a vacancy of General manager in a small company own by Italian. Actually I don't expect too much for the sucess because I am sure they will follow me tomorrow. And I am sure they will let me know it by putting some techinical means on me such as making my hand or my thoat painfull for a while. We do know each other. Once they do think it is frightfull to me, they may not now I think.
Several days before a General manager from a large electronic company called me by person inviting me for their logistics director in Shanghai. I did hear some noise come from the call and I think that works. The people never call me again. I understand what it means, they do something to cause it.
I just do what I should do, and put the rest parts to the hands of god.

他的伎俩早已经穷了,只好耍无赖.奈何无赖也没有用.
大概此番,要让领导痛骂了,我同情他.
大概此刻他很不得拿把大锤跑到我的房间大敲一番,对不起,我不能满足你的愿望.
Today I win all, on my own computer and also on the net. I do everything I want to do. I can do anything I want to do, under their supervision. They play quite a lot tricks with my computer, but none of them works.
They have used out their weapon, therefore they have to act like a rascal. But it doesn't work either.
This time they should be scold by their leaders. I am pity on them.
Maybe now they are desired to take a big hammer to my room and stuck my computer. Sorry, I can fufill them. 今天我在电脑和网络上面大获全胜,做了所有我想做的事情,而且为所欲为.纵然贱狗耍尽花招,全无用处.

效泼皮所为 Acting as rascals.
Wednesday, 21. March 2007, 06:27:18
今天,贱狗们的战法终于有了一点点改变,只是更加不堪了.就是不停地在几个进程里建立空线程,占用我的系统资源,然后伺机弄停我的电脑.
我中止那里他们搞鬼的进程,然后重新启动,然后他们又再重新建立空线程.周而复始,总之就是死缠烂打,效泼皮之所为.我是看不到一丁点专业人员的风度.当然,要他们显示风度,无异缘木球鱼,他们根本就不是那种等级的人.
The fighting methods of the cheap guys finally is changed a little bit, but worse. They just create quite some thread with several processes and occupy the resource of the system, so as to make my computer down.
I terminate the processes they play chicks with and re-start them. And they do the same things again. They are acting like some rascal, not with just a littler maaner of some professional people. Sure, they are not that class of people.

Tuesday, 20. March 2007, 12:18:39
贱狗们恼羞成怒了,开始叫嚣,开始挑衅.我知道,也许一场大战就要开始,他们想下毒手.
这不是第一次了,前两次我在措手不及之下吃了一点小亏.
这次不同了,我已经重新锻炼身手半年了,而且有了别样的利器.
来吧,我知道你们迫不及待了.我何尝不是如此,我的眼睛也已经红了.
我也在愁没有理由大干一场呢,让我们来见个真章.
我要是发抖,我就不是我母亲的儿子,我儿子的父亲.
来吧,记得派几个壮点的,不然我不好下手.
你们知道我的脾气,知道我不欺负妇孺.我也知道你们会利用这一点,派一帮练好阵势的家伙来对付我,让我吃亏,这次我不会手下留情了.我的儿子也是妇孺,我的母亲也是,但是你们什么时候容情过?
你们也再不要假扮邻里纠纷,我很清楚知道,都是你们的人.少装蒜了.
所以,我一个也不会宽恕的.
The cheap dogs are very angry at me now since they are insulted by me for so many times. They pretend to be my normal neighbour and begin to challenge me now. I know it may be the beginning of a big fighting. They do want to hurt me physically.
This is not the first time. I did suffer a little last two times because I was not ready.
This is not the same case now. I have been practise my body for half a year. And also I have sort of weapons with me.
COme on you mean dogs. I know you couldn't wait any longer, neither could I.
If I do tremble, I will not be the son of my mother, the father of my son.
Send somebody strong enough, or I can not beat them hard.

Friday, 16. March 2007, 07:26:24
有关部门人员的脸皮之厚,实在令人难以理解.以电脑技术而言,他们其实已经完败于我的手上.经过两年的交手,现在我基本上可以完全控制我的电脑,使用电脑做任何我想做的事情.有关部门在内置遥控装置在我电脑的情况下,只要我开机,他们就可以随心所欲地做他们想做的事情,居然完全无法控制我.搞到要入屋偷我的光盘,在我的cable上做手脚.而在做了那么多不要脸的事情后,仍然完全无法防止我做任何事情.
难道这还不叫做完败?
这帮子酒曩饭袋只有靠我去煲汤给儿子喝的时候趁机做一大堆假线程,用光我的CPU资源,让我死机.可是不用多久,我又上来了.而且将他们的控制程序删个干干净净,气得直敲我的墙壁.
我还是想做什么就做什么,有本事拿技术让我看,敲墙壁只能说明无能而已,徒增笑料.
如果是实验,所有的手段被我看得干干净净,破得一点不剩,还有什么意义?
真不明白,仅仅是死缠烂打?哪里有一点大机构的风度?人总不能无耻得一点脸面都不要吧?
他们之所以还能控制我,完全靠的是盘外招,实在令人齿冷.
I just can never understand how shameless those relative department people. They are completely defeated by me in consideration of computer technology. During two years of fighting each other, I am in fully control of my own computer now. I can do whatever with it. Although they have built-in remote control appliance in my computer and can do anything they want to do once I switch on the computer. Even after they had to slip into my room and stole some of my programmed CD and did something to my IDE calbe, they can not control me or stop me from doing anything now.
Is this a total failure?
These stupid guy created lots of thread when I cook for my little son and made my computer down. But just a little while later, I come back again. I delete almost every item they use to control my computer, they are so angry that they hit the walls of my room to create quite some noise. What use can they do with it? It is just shameless.
Now I can do whatever I want to do with my own computer. They can show me their technical level, what good there is with knocking the wall?
They just stay beside me every day. Where is their manner as a big institution?
If this is an experiment, then I now understand any method they use, and not at all be refleted. It is meaningless now.
The reason they can control me is other than technical problem. This only make me laught at them.

Wednesday, 14. March 2007, 09:21:27
这两天,我一直在上传一些我外出旅游时候拍的很美丽的风景图片,希望丰富我的博客的内容,可以吸引更多的网友到此一游.
只是贱狗总是想方设法阻拦,我就想方设法地反阻拦,一来一去的攻防战,到是挺有趣的.到最后,他往往拦不住我,我总是能做到我想做的,只是被迟延而已.
假以时日,我会将这个博客做到人尽皆知,到时候会怎么样呢?这个我交托到上天的手上.
I have been uploading some beautiful pictures taken by me when traveling to this blog. What I want is to add more volume and catergory of this blog to attract more friends to visit this page.
But those cheap dogs kept trying to stop me from doing this and I kept trying to finish my work. We just kept fighting each other. It is sort of interesting. And normally they can not stop me eventually, but just delay my schedule. I can always do what I want to do.
For some while, I will make this blog known to most of the people. And then?
I leave this to the hand of god. I know I am dealing with a powerful institution, may the god take care of my result.

Tuesday, 20. March 2007, 04:46:42
酒囊饭袋的招数已经用穷了,唯一现在还能做的,就是拖延我的工作时间.他们明白,自己已经完全无法控制我用电脑在网络上面做任何事情,惟有趁我不注意的时候,创建空进程占用我所有的系统资源.
但是他们也明白,这个招数早就被我破解了,只是趁我不注意的时候偶一为之.只要我留意这一办法,很容易地就坡解掉.即使偶一成功,我也只不过重新用Image重装一下系统,或者加上主板放电而已.
我终于对古龙的话有所体会了,那些讲究身份的人是比较高尚的.如果他们自己都不拿自己当东西,自然可以无所不为.对此,我彻底服了,只是学却学不来.我还是觉得:大丈夫有所不为.实在下三滥的事情,真的不是不想做的,更不是想不出来.很多时候想出来了,也很想做,只是我实在做不出来,这是我最吃亏的地方.
我实在想请教各位贱狗先生小姐们,怎么样才干能够完全抿灭自己的良心?是非观念?正义感?道德观念?怎么样才能够对一些幼小的儿童?年迈的老太太下毒手而不会受到自己良心的谴责?怎么样才能够无所不为?
也怪我母亲的家教太好了,她教会我做人的道理,不欺压良善,做人要有良心,受人滴水之恩要涌泉相报,等等诸如此类.要是我能跟各位贱狗先生小姐们一样下贱就好了.
我也去迫害守法公民,也去祸害小朋友、老太太。可惜，我还有畏天之心。
在此奉劝各位看官，要升官发财飞黄腾达，或者至少保住可怜的饭碗，几千块的工资，千万要捂住自己的良心，权当自己是在保家卫国好了。也千万不要相信鬼神，没有宗教信仰是很好的，就没有任何可以害怕的东西啦。古人云不欺暗室，因为上有天听。所以，当一切都不存在好了，这样才可以为所欲为。

在我做事情的时候,贱狗好生挑衅了一回.我只是不动声色地弄好了,马上鸦雀无声.一副轻浮没有文化的嘴脸,实在令人瞧不起.
贱狗们使用的竟是这等素质的员工,济得甚事?纯粹饭桶一帮.基本上,他们已经没有多少机会了,以后我不会让他们有机可乘,使用一些在数据线上做手脚这样的粗浅方法搞掂我.
It made cheap dogs quite upset that I just laughted at them. It made them mad. They sucessfully try to make my computer not able to be boot. But just after I do something to the main board, it is OK then. And I am back to the net.
我昨天对贱狗们的奚落让贱狗们很是不爽,着实疯狂了一下子.一度似乎可以令我无法开机自检,但是,经过主板放电以后,我迅速搞好了.马上就可以重整,五分钟内,就可以重新使用了.

有关部门人员的脸皮之厚,实在令人难以理解.以电脑技术而言,他们其实已经完败于我的手上.经过两年的交手,现在我基本上可以完全控制我的电脑,使用电脑做任何我想做的事情.有关部门在内置遥控装置在我电脑的情况下,只要我开机,他们就可以随心所欲地做他们想做的事情,居然完全无法控制我.搞到要入屋偷我的光盘,在我的cable上做手脚.而在做了那么多不要脸的事情后,仍然完全无法防止我做任何事情.
难道这还不叫做完败?
这帮子酒曩饭袋只有靠我去煲汤给儿子喝的时候趁机做一大堆假线程,用光我的CPU资源,让我死机.可是不用多久,我又上来了.而且将他们的控制程序删个干干净净,气得直敲我的墙壁.
我还是想做什么就做什么,有本事拿技术让我看,敲墙壁只能说明无能而已,徒增笑料.
如果是实验,所有的手段被我看得干干净净,破得一点不剩,还有什么意义?
真不明白,仅仅是死缠烂打?哪里有一点大机构的风度?人总不能无耻得一点脸面都不要吧?
他们之所以还能控制我,完全靠的是盘外招,实在令人齿冷.
I just can never understand how shameless those relative department people. They are completely defeated by me in consideration of computer technology. During two years of fighting each other, I am in fully control of my own computer now. I can do whatever with it. Although they have built-in remote control appliance in my computer and can do anything they want to do once I switch on the computer. Even after they had to slip into my room and stole some of my programmed CD and did something to my IDE calbe, they can not control me or stop me from doing anything now.
Is this a total failure?
These stupid guy created lots of thread when I cook for my little son and made my computer down. But just a little while later, I come back again. I delete almost every item they use to control my computer, they are so angry that they hit the walls of my room to create quite some noise. What use can they do with it? It is just shameless.
Now I can do whatever I want to do with my own computer. They can show me their technical level, what good there is with knocking the wall?
They just stay beside me every day. Where is their manner as a big institution?
If this is an experiment, then I now understand any method they use, and not at all be refleted. It is meaningless now.
The reason they can control me is other than technical problem. This only make me laught at them.

有点意思的是,我写的有点象战地日记,每天记录着与贱狗们的斗争,有来有往的.我基本上没有考虑好怎么写,没有谋篇,没有起承转合,只是想到哪里写到哪里.
因为每天我要花费大量的时间与贱狗们做控制与反控制的较量,还要做很多其他事情,所以只好马虎一点了.
随着流量的逐渐增大,我希望有心的网友帮助推广一下.我知道有一些网友已经在帮我的忙了,谢谢你们.
From the statistic report by Opera.com, my friend who is reading this blog are from more and more places, such as many provinces over China and states over US, and alos some asian countries. Now I move the target market from China to abroad and begin to write this blog both by Chinese and English. I will make this blog known to the whole world. Since they deleted all tags I pasted on web stations within China, I have to move outside, where they don't dare to delete them.
What is interesting is what I wrote is like some diary in war field, recording those activities I fight with cheap dogs. I don't have enough time think of how to writ the article well since it costs my a lot of time to fight them, when they use quite a lot of methods to stop me from doing anything on net. Therefore the wording is not quite good.
As the flow of readers grows, I wish all friends on net help me to promote this blog for me, or for freedom.
I know that quite a few are helping me on this, thanks for all of them.
从Opera提供的统计数字来看,我的网友来源愈来愈广泛,遍及全中国及美国很多个洲,以及一些亚洲国家.随着我最近将工作中心转移到国外,并开始用双语写文章,我想会将这个博客做到街知巷闻的.既然他们删除我在国内的所有的帖子,我没有选择,只好转向国外.

其实我有点可怜他的,我是个工作起来不要命的人.昨天我整整上网十多个小时,悠然听着贝多芬和德沃夏克,肖邦,弄到晚上十一点多,大概他累得实在不行了,大声地敲着我的墙壁.呵呵,不好意思.大概除了我就再也找不到如此强悍的监控对象了,你我都不好运.谁让你做的是如此下贱的工作?监控、骚扰守法公民？
就算我十恶不赦，那么一个孩子呢？一个九岁的孩子有什么罪过？你们天天骚扰他？让他无法集中精神读书？无法好好睡觉？难道你就没有那怕一点点良知？
我自己就无所谓了,十年的骚扰迫害使我练出了一副极强韧的神经系统,任何声响、感觉传递仪器对我毫无作用。更不要说什么恐吓了，生死关口我都能够坦然踏过，还能有什么东西能够吓倒我？
我知道贱狗们想困死我，我已经将一切置之度外了。所谓前途、金钱、未来的生活，我还是将所有的都交托给上天，交托给佛陀，我只是平静地做我应该做的，不得不做的，至于结果，我不再去想了。
我已经没有慷慨激昂，没有义愤填膺，也没有拼死抗争的戾气，只是平静如水，以一棵平常心待之，其余的一切，都交托与上苍。我坦然地接受宿命，但是不是坐等，而是每天辛苦工作，细细筹划。让上苍替我去料理结果吧。
Since we all choose to start my computer from a re-installation with a ghost image,we both have a lot of things to do everytime I start my cmputer, more and more control and anti-control activities taken placed.
Actually I have some pity on him, since I am a quite hard-working people and I worked on net for over ten hours yesterday, he had to follow me. When I was listening to Beethoven, Chopin, Dvorak and working on net until half past 11 pm, he might be exhausted and just made a lot of noise on my walls. I was sorry for that. They maynot find any watched people as violate as me. But I couldn't help with it since he was doing such a god-damned cheap job as watching and disturbing the citizens haven't done anything which was ilegal.
Even if I am quite a criminal who deserve all these, what is the guilt of a 9-year-old little boy? They watch him and disturb hime everyday. He cannot concentrate with his study and get no good sleep everyday. Do all these people have any conscious of loyalty or moral in heart?
I am OK with anything that happen to myself. After ten long years of being watched and disturbed everydat, I have the strongest nerves. No any noise or feeling-transmission-device will work on me, let alone any frightened word.
I know they want to stop me from finding any economic resource like job or any thing likely. But I am not worried now, not about my future, not about money, not about my career. I just want to do what I should do and have to do quitely. I will put all those things to the hand of god. Let him to take care of my result.
I am not angry any longer, but work everyday peacefully. I will accept my fate, but not without any strugle.
I just work hard everyday and let the god to take care of the rest.
因为我们都选择了必须让我每次开机都要进行一次Ghoast image的重装,因此每天只要我开机,我们都要忙乱好一阵子,玩弄着越来越丰富的控制与反控制手段.

从此可以看出贱狗们的虚弱,强大的人是不会害怕的,让你来好了,随便你怎么来,对吗?
呵呵 ,现在已经慌了?我还想整整干一年呢.
我说过,我以后是为了我爱的人活着,其他一切可以不计了.
越来越多的朋友给我以鼓励,给我继续下去的勇气.谢谢你们.
Today, cheap dogs never dared to let me log on to internet. Everytime they find they cannot stop me, they will do the same thing, just make my computer down. They do this by remote control and I can't stop them since this is a hardware proble. I have to restart the computer again. But I do log on again finally.
I see their weakness through this. If they are strong enough, just let me do anything and they should be not afraid of anything. Right?
Are you dogs scared now? I will do this for a whole year.
More and more friends come to me and encourage me for doing all these.
Thank you all indeed.

今天,贱狗们死活不敢让我上网,每次不行的时候,就使出绝招,让我的电脑死机,这是用硬件遥做的,我破不了,于是从头再来,到最后,还是上来了.